that God would be willing to crush me, to unleash His hand and cut me off!

Numbers 11:15
If this is how You are going to treat me, please kill me right now--if I have found favor in Your eyes--and let me not see my own wretchedness."

1 Kings 19:4
while he himself traveled on a day's journey into the wilderness. He sat down under a broom tree and prayed that he might die. "I have had enough, LORD," he said. "Take my life, for I am no better than my fathers."

Job 6:8
If only my request were granted and God would fulfill my hope:

Job 7:16
I loathe my life! I would not live forever. Leave me alone, for my days are but a breath.

Job 9:21
Though I am blameless, I have no concern for myself; I despise my own life.

Job 10:1
"I loathe my own life; I will express my complaint and speak in the bitterness of my soul.

Job 11:20
But the eyes of the wicked will fail, and escape will elude them; they will hope for their last breath."

Isaiah 38:12
My dwelling has been picked up and removed from me like a shepherd's tent. I have rolled up my life like a weaver; He cuts me off from the loom; from day until night You make an end of me.

Jonah 4:3
And now, O LORD, please take my life from me, for it is better for me to die than to live."

Even that it would please God to destroy me; that he would let loose his hand, and cut me off!